I see me falling

I saw myself falling,
As I walked down the hall,
As you told me the ground held strong beneath me,
Or at least steady enough for the moment
I saw myself falling.

I saw myself hurtling
As I gathered my things
And you told me that it was manageable
Or at least as much as you could manage
I saw myself hurtling.

I saw my body smashing and breaking
As I stood before you shaking
You seeing unnecessary panic
You seeing undisciplined thoughts
Me seeing my body, smashed and broken.

Honestly, it was a breath away
A Step away.
I still see me falling over and over again.