Anymore

The secret is out

The pain still within

A path has been set

but where to begin?

There, I'm not dying anymore

The numbness is here

I'm floating away

My mind wants to leave

You're making me stay

There, I'm not fighting anymore

The anger burns black

And makes my bones ache

Tired from the struggle

And all that they'd take

There, I'm not crying anymore

The mask is back again

There is no way around it

I'm speaking my truth

But what's unsaid surrounds it

There, I'm not lying anymore

Confusion and logic

Sewn in a blanket

In a foetal position

Oh, it's pathetic!

There, I'm not sure

just not sure

anymore